Daniel and Jasmine are
sitting alone in
the
park, one night.

Daniel:
I guess we are the left overs in this
world

Jasmine:
I think so, all of my friends have
boyfriends and we are the only 2 persons
left
in
this world without any special person in
our
life

Daniel:
Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine:
I know! We'll play a game

Daniel:
What game?

Jasmine:
i'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and
you will be my boyfriend

Daniel:
That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following week...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they were
both
touched
by a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and had a
picnic...
Daniel and Jasmine have their quality
time
together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and
they
ride
on a Horror House ride. Jasmine was
scared and
she thought she touched Daniel's hand
but
she touched
someone else's hand instead and they
both
laughed.

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road
and
they asked for their future advice and the
fortune
teller said: "My darlings, Please don't
waste
the time
of your life...SPend the rest of your time
together
happily" Then tears flow out from the
teller's
eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill
and
they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled
something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a
bumby
road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel
by
accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where
they
first decided to play this game...

Daniel:
I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want anything
to
drink? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down
the
road

Jasmine:
Apple Juice that's all

Daniel:
Wait for me.

20mins later; a stranger approached
Jasmine

Stranger:
Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine:
Why yes? What happened?

Stranger:
A reckless drunken driver ran over
daniel and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor came out of the emergency
room
and he handed out an apple juice and a
letter

Doctor:
We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized
you
are
a really cute girl and i am really falling for
you..
Your cherished smile your everything
when
we played
this game; before this game would end. I
would
like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of
my
life. I love you Jasmine.

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die. I love
you, Remember that night when we saw a
meteor, I mumbled something; I
mumbled
that I wish we would be together forever
and
never
end this game. Please don't leave me
Daniel. I
love you! You cannot do this to me"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stoped pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY;


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Always love your loved ones and show
them
how you feel before it is too late...You will
never
know when they will be gone from your
embrace...If
you were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting compassion and love to your
loved ones?
Today is the day, love them while they
are still
here.

alix | 1:03:00 AM

*action: tabi kay zhinkit...(warps arms around zhinkits waist and rest head on her shoulder).sabay sabi ng: do you still remember when we first met online? sa yehey.com? remember when how we missed each other and wished to be there for one another? remember when i went to manila just for you? remember our FIRST Online Game (Khan)?...and now look at us, i never thought we'd stay and remain strong each day, in a few months our bundle of joy will be born forever changing our lives. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee so glad i found my soul in you.

~mortanius
(ang sweeeet!!!)

alix | 12:58:00 AM

see?
it's not that hard is it?

alix | 12:22:00 AM

huwaa...
i've turn bitter yet again...

alix | 11:55:00 PM

i'm in love i'm in love,
i'm in love i'm in love....
bwahahaha

alix | 11:09:00 PM

natutuwa ako!! weeness!!! xD haha! ang saya saya! xD hehehe

alix | 12:50:00 PM

hmmm... dami mo tlga makikitang mggangdang kung anik anik sa mga shrines... haha!!!

alix | 11:21:00 AM

heller out there!!!

alix | 9:07:00 PM

how do you define reality?



by the memories of an individual,


or by the memories of many?



how do you define identity?



by what you know about yourself,

or by what people know of you?


who do you believe?



yourself, or those around you?



who do you trust?



those around you, or yourself?



who are your friends?



who are your enemies?

alix | 8:52:00 PM

Sometimes we want to wish for a cool wind to blow
the flames good-bye.
It suddenly became gloomy...
but beautiful.

I've been longing for peace,
there's a desirable feeling...
what is this pleasure?
I can hear no sound of music...
only a monotonous humming...
I'm in the midst of a lonely place,
searching for something,
but I'm not sure...

It's cold...
the breeze is so cold...
but the flames..
are gone...
they're gone forever.
I want to light them again.
I'm searching for light.
Where is the light...?

I'm lost...

Lonely cursed nights...
In the valley of darkness,
I can see nothing.
I want to imagine...
We are together in this empire,
our empire...
our empire is in our hearts...

It's getting so cold...
I'm freezing!

Neverending Dreams...
Everlasting Dreams...
too far to reach, hardly to be true.
I know, we're trapped...
but...
let us be together,
alone and lonely
in the midst of this beautiful gloomy vast
of eternal space...

~joyce-chan ^^

alix | 8:38:00 PM

haay... kahit naman pala mawala ako walang nakakamiss sakin eh... >.<
ugh, huwag na nga lang...

alix | 12:52:00 PM

haay.... eto na eto na!! balik na sa sangkatutak na pagppost... soree high na high ako...

lapit na beedei ko!!
lahat kau!
i shall treat you!!!...
... ng lollipop!!!
mwahaha!!

alix | 12:44:00 AM

deep into the darkness peering,
long i stood there, wondering, fearing,
douting, dreaming dreams,
no mortal ever dreamed before...
~mortanius

alix | 11:56:00 PM

aus ba?

alix | 11:38:00 PM

huwaw..
dinidiretso ko na buhay ko... ang saya naman nitooo...

alix | 11:36:00 PM

hindi ako enelebs neh... nyahaha

alix | 6:22:00 PM

posible ba un????? hmmmm...

alix | 10:11:00 PM

possible bang ma inlove ka sa taong di mo pa kilala, nakikita and everything?? hmmm....

alix | 10:09:00 PM

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

alix | 12:58:00 PM

enuf...

alix | 1:42:00 PM

seryoso na tlga toh, ayoko n tlga s kanya... haha, give up na ko. pero ano kaya kung bigla nyang sinabi na... ehm... hindi, sorry nlng sha, too late na sya.. awwww, ang bitter ba? sorry nah, ganun tlga buhay...
syet, bitter na bitter nga, pero bat ganun, kung kelan saasbihin na nya saka ka naman lalayo?
eh pucha, tagal nya magisip! x/ di ko kailangan sayangin oras ko kakahintay sa kanya noh.
nakakasawa na rin maghintay eh, gusto ko naman ako ung hinihintay,, o kaya walang naghihintayan, anlabo..

alix | 12:08:00 AM

get out of my system, phulease!!!!

alix | 11:58:00 PM

spare me

alix | 3:42:00 PM

oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, ohshitohshitohshit!!!!!!!!!!!

i ain't tellin...

alix | 3:36:00 PM

binabasa mo to? o tlga? well i have something to say to you...
FUCK you
shit, alam mo ba... dahil sau miserable buhay ko ngaun?

alix | 11:02:00 PM

Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't apologize so much
That it's jive it's a crutch
I just used when I'm judged
Bein' fudged by a face I can't erase and can't see
Cuz I misplaced a dossier or Monty Python CD
Or somethin' stupid like that
But jesus is that so bad
To make my ego go splat
Like a tire goin' flat
Or fat on a big mac
I'm bein' attacked
Tit for tat
You ;)in' bureaucrats
You can just apologize back

But I don't know when it comes and it goes
All the highs and the lows
In this motionless psychosis
Ieeieei and I die fadin' straight away
Ieeieei and I cry every waking day
I don't know what else to say

I'm sorry for the mess
The stupid way I'm dressed
I guess I failed my test
Oh don't you know I'm sorry for my views
I musta been confused
And yet you know that really I'm sorry for you

Well now I don't mean to offend, much
Just comprehend
When you're female and you're fenced in and
Phen-phened to no end
And no zen guide to men will help you fend off the brethren
And then the pen appears
And better than the oxygen network
Or the sword or the spear or the fork
Or the bored pork-fed horde
It's a mooring post
The whore you'll miss the most when you're away
When you're in Snowshoe PA
Doin' some play from Backstage
That deals with AIDS and race and gays and
Relationships and ballet
And then you're like "hey yay what'd you say?
I can just sing my troubles away?"
But then you're ;)ed
'cause you gotta make a buck
And the whole world sucks
And you're like a lame duck
That's lyin' dyin' tryin' to sell out
But there's no one buyin' and there's all this doubt
And you can preen and dream and scream and shot
But your life's affliction is the fiction of Faust

I'm sorry for the time
The stupid way I rhyme
I knew I shoulda chose a life of crime
I'm sorry for my blues
I know it's all old news
And yet you know that really I'm sorry for you

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I also mirror this apology
This idealogy of sorry
In part of the liberal theology that's leading us to hari-kari
It's like a mythology, almost
Like a malingering ghost
As we slowly decompose
Writing in the grave of the polls
Cryin' for Senator Wellstone and then proceeding to moan
At our own supposed sabotage of the elections at home
"oh somebody phone home!
The American people have spoken!"
Now is that certain?
Maybe those nice Midwestern folks were just jokin'
In any case there's no use in dopin' chokin' mopin' and sobbin'
Come on you disheartenin' dobbins
Sayin' sorry is my problem
So to conclude
I'm a little of a prude
So it's difficult for me to have to allude
To all this rude crude verbal baggage
But I manage cuz I'm a savage inside
I may listen to Enya's greatest hits
And try to control my hissy fits with pride
Won't get my hair dyed
But oh the onus of lyin' all the time
I don't wanna say, "diiiie mother;)er!"
But I wouldn't mind if you did
Sometimes even the nice girl's ego has to override the id
And so before I flip my lid my crib
And get myself out of this bind
You can hear what's on my lips but you don't know
What's in my mind


I'm sorry for you I'm sorry for you
I'm sorry

alix | 8:40:00 PM

oo mas nakakatakot pa un sa panaginip na naging sila... x/ sabi ko nga eh, wa ko care if ever maging sila >ehm, sarcastic ka ba?<

alix | 11:54:00 PM

ahy, eto!! eto pinaka nakakaloka at nakakatakot na panaginip ko ever!!! x/

ginupitan daw ako... tas uneven daw gupit sakin.. tas sabi ng hair stylist, estayl daw iyun... huwaaaaa... oh mah hair!! x/

alix | 11:52:00 PM